New target in 2009

Seriously I have high expectation on making my life more fabulous this year. My 21-year-old time, how am I going to fully utilise it? Firstly, I would like to challenge things that never try before such as swimming, dance in a club, dress up like a feminine, etc.

A new image improvement is one of the targets as well. I want to get respect in my group instead of thinking I am still the one in previous time. Sometimes "yesman" is very tiring even though people surrounding me are pretty like my kindness characteristic. But, I believe everyone will agree on me, "we live for our life, not for others". Just say "NO" if I not willing to do it in an appropriate way to avoid hurting others. Perhaps I will pretend not hearing it? Any good suggestion on how to become "noman" when necessary?

Since don't-know-when I become a moody person. At the past time, my emotion is well controlled and never give temper to my friends even though I tend to do so. However, I begin to show my bad mood in silent way(not show my temper, just stop talking) instead of hide the feeling in heart.I guess is normal for people to have bad mood right? We are human, not machine.

So far I working as a part time promoter in Plaza Damas in every weekend for one month. My job scope is pretty simple by just giving out the free cereal bar sample to customer and promote goods for them. Mostly of them are high educated and living in upper class. The working environment over there is enjoyable even though I have to stand for 7 hours for the day. They are mostly polite and friendly.

I still remember last time I blocked the way accidentally while topping up the stock, after that I realised there has an European waiting for me behind. I quickly moved away but what made me surprised was his apologize of causing my inconvenience. That is what so called western culture which is different with our country. They are really polite and adorable. I quite looking forward on Mission 2020 as we are all living in high development country without racism, and people are well behaved and always act in manner way instead of "wei, tepi sikit lar". Work hard Malaysia, we can make it too! Malaysia Boleh!