Love never far away from me

Seriously I am quite stress since my dad get stuck in his career.

He has been own a food stall in Damansara for few years but since the day rebuild new government, my poor dad is not allowed to continue his business as a food provider at the certain place.

There have total 6 stalls in the particular area. Just same with my dad, the other stall owners are prohibited to corporate their business as well. The new government disapproved them to renew the licence and continue to corporate the stall. Environment hygiene issue is the reason for them to get rejected for licence renewal.

Since the stalls are located nearby residents living area, some of the residents complained about inappropriate managed of rubbish caused environment pollution. Therefore, the government intended to switch the stalls to other places for them to run their business.

However, those places provided by government are not appropriate to corporate a business and earn enough income. Those places are less customers and not much crowd to visit. How can those hawkers carry the whole family by only earn the little amount of income? That's not fair for the stall owners by simply drove them away to other places.

Government should provide a win-win solution instead of just leaving those hawkers to face the trouble alone but the residents are satisfy of it in contrast. The government can solve the problem by set out rules and regulations for those hawkers to follow so they can continue to stay perhaps? And those regulations can be well satisfied by residents too.

However, we couldn't change anything because we don't have the authority to change the decision, that's what-so-called "reality".

So far my lovely dad renting a stall in Manjalara there, but the business not as good as previous time. His short of income directly influence my financial as well because he is the one who keep paying me rental, book fees and living fees. Without him, I hardly live my life here as a permanent student.

Hence, I force myself to pass my days with a limited budget and search some part time job to get some pocket money. I can fully understand the feeling of people living in poverty and they couldn't buy things they like, they never know how does Haagen-Dazs tasted, and always worry about when the rental is going to due.

Due to the limited time to for me to study and doing assignments, I quited the promoter job in Sri Hartamas. Yeah, I get more time to study but I have to come back to the income issue again. I am tired, really tired.

One day I post a shoutout in my MSN, "Who can I find when I get lost...Will someone find me if I disappear oneday?"

Seriously I just simply post it based on my mood that day and I never expect anyone will give me their feedback after they saw this shoutout, never ever. Perhaps I need some love on that moment that is the reason why I posted it I guess.

Surprisingly, my friends came and MSN me and what a coincident, their first sentence is "I will find you".

This is really touching my heart and I can feel their love on me. Sometimes a word or a hug can cheer up a person. It is really works on me! Their love makes me tougher and stronger to pass my daily life as a no income student.

Just wanna to conclude my sentence here, I get the love deeply from you all my dearest friends, thanks so much to find me if I disappear. I love you guys!