So far I have been working in this company for 1 month already. I still haven't adapt the situation yet though. I don't know what is the problem to make myself so hard to communicate with my colleagues. They hardly get what I mean and most of the time they even misunderstood what I am trying to say. I so tired and really lazy to explain to them. They doubt with my working ability i guess. I just a beginner in this industry and somemore i came in half way to handle this project and no one to lead me! I really don't know how to make a start!! I really easy to get bully by people, and I found a thing is I hardly stand up for myself when someone scold me but not my fault. I don't know how to fight back but quiet!!!! really angry and frustrated! I try very hard to complete my job but no one will praise me when I made the task done. In contrast, everyone will blame me when I done a mistake! This is reality! how horror is it! and damn fucking not fair! Why things never be balance, black always domain than white.
And now, I so tired...
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