Bad day in 2007

I never mad like hell before that, well, I did it today night which i thought it is a wonderful national day.

My little hope broken when i can't get to watch the fireworks because none of my friends want to stuck in traffic jam after watch the fireworks.

Okay, I just keep quite then to continue to join their next activity, barbecue.

If i found out that the barbecue is fun then i might change my bad mood that day.

Well, it wasn't fun and enjoyable at all! I rush like hell to buy all the stuffs with my girl friends because we have a little bit late and we are the organiser to manage the party.

The bloody phone ringing none stop while i driving the car and the dialogue is crap!



Miiu: Hello, what happen? (I assumed that one of my guy friend are going to ask me faster to come)

Mr. F : Hello, my FM got make a call to Vivian right?

Miiu: Huh!? What are you talking about? I am miiu lar! (They use to call me miiu)

Mr. F: Hello, my FM got make a call to Vivian right? Haha

Miiu: I don't know what are you talking, and i am driving now, bye.

Phone Hangs up!


That conversation made me even mad and the timing is not right if want to have a joke with me.

We 4 girls almost running in the shopping mall to get the barbecue stuffs as soon as possible.

In that moment, i am thinking why none of my guys friend want to call us to ask whether need to help or not but not waiting us to prepare everything for them? Sigh... I am tired.

Then we done everything nicely and the barbecue began!

I expected that the party is warm and everyone sit together and talk crap, joking.

In fact, not at all! I felt myself couldn't enjoy in that party all the time.

None of us to lead and some of them expect me to approach them. Well, I am not active in all the moment and i also hope someone can make a joke to me when i am tired to be active in make fun.

What did I get? Disappointed, frustrated and unhappy. I am not happy!


The even worst thing occurred upon me when I tried to drive my car back to my home after the freaking barbecue has ended up with "wonderful"!

My car has bang! And I am the person who bang my friend's house gate.

Fortunately, it is not serious though, my car is nothing and the gate too. But, my heart so pain and all my madness blow up in my mind! I can't control myself and now i think back the situation is @#$XYZ!

Stupid barbecue!I hate barbecue!