Before that I would like to let my baby girls know that I really happy to hear some good news from them that they are passing their days so well.
Yesterday I went to Cheras(a cafe nearby Hong Lok) with one of my girl friend and accompany her to yam cha with her other new friends. Seriously I not really feel comfortable in the drink session where most of them I don't really know.
I would rather make new friends in church or Buddhist campaign where most of them are definitely not bad people. And the location is guaranteed safe to stay.
Some bad feeling pop up in my mind when I know that there are 9 more persons to join and I am not really prepare yet to make friends with this bunch of new fellows. The condition linked me to think about gang rape and I guess that the reason why those victims fallen in the trick due to their unawareness attitude with strangers.
Even though there are two girls joined in the group but I still worry about our secure and always keep my eye on my belongings and drink. I believe that a good condition for me to make new friends is the number of people I know must more than the strangers.
I realised that most of the guys are car mechanic(I saw some black oil stain on their fingers tip) but we seldom talk to each other rather than playing cards and game.
Finally, we took 3 hours to finish the drink session and I got home safely. Phew... Since we didn't drive yesterday and her new friend is the one fetched us but still I called my friend to make sure she reached home safely.
I think I have to take longer time to open my heart to join this big bunch of new fellows even though they might not those bad persons I thought at the first place. By the way, next Monday I have to accompany this friend to join the other drink session with her primary school mates.
My feeling now is so contradicting where I really glad that she begins to walk out from her hurt but in the other hand I worry she might meet bad fellows. Anyway, I will keep my eye on her to make sure she can meet good friends and try to protect her from bad incidents.
Last sentence to conclude my post, I am just a typical girl and I will feel tired as well. Is there anyone willing to protect me when I feel helpless? If yes, please do it to me...
5 comments:
I think I know the girl which you meantioned.. Herm..just take it easy baby,you keep your eyes on her and I'll keep my eyes on YOU.. heee:)
Wahahaah! Thank you my darling. I really need you to carry me sometimes. Muack!
Why are you accompanying her to meet new friends in the first place?
And is her method of getting better, which I see as meeting new friends, sound? Because she's 'healing' right? She might make a bad decision because she is in that stage right now; not clear headed. Get what I mean?
Don't know la. Ask her hang out with old friends first la. Just to be safe.. I guess.
"She might make a bad decision because she is in that stage right now; not clear headed." I am not really clear on this.
She ask me to accompany her so she won't be alone and she can make new friends at the same time. Is good for her to extend social circle but I worry she might get cheated. Do you think I worry too much? Maybe her new friends are not bad person.
I also knew the girl you meant!!!
Sometimes you must know how to reject her as you did to me usually. =P Although accompany is a must for her right now but sometimes you have to let her to be independent.
Yea..is good that she making new friends but do you ever ask her why you must accompany her?? Did you ask her would she still go even without you?? You need you private time as well.. you can just reject her when you feel tired. What i see at this moment is she dependent you. emm.. You must know how to reject her.
Cannot be unfair like this wat??!!
How come you can reject me easily but she cant?? huh??
Hehe.. As mee fung always said.. I am the one who always protect you all.. Just find me when you need somebody..ok?
Miss you ^^
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