Eye on Malaysia

Last Friday i wanna to stay in my student house and even not decided to go back my home town.

I realise that i am getting tired to go back my home town and hang out with my high school friends every weekend.

I felt guilty to my parent because i not much accompany them and i spent most of the time with my high school friends.

Then I plan to go back to accompany my family every weekend and maybe hang out with friends once or twice per month.

However, some happen make me feel dilemma is i can't reject my friends' invitation and i want to accompany my family as well!!

For instant, last Friday they invited me go to Titiwangsa because Eye On Malaysia was built for tourism purpose in 2007. I am not interested at all and even not decided to spend my 15 bucks for sitting on that "thing" just 10 or 15 minutes.

I can watch movie two times in cinema which cost 12 bucks(student price 6 bucks per show).The rest of $$ i can buy a beverage too.

Then i told them i will not go with them and i need to do my homework in my student house(i just simply pick a reason to show i am busy).

One of them has replied me "everything has planed wor..."(sound like pity). I am thinking if i reject to go then i will break their plan(I hate myself can't be selfish!!).

I have no choice so i just follow them go to Titiwangsa. I knew that they are expecting me to make fun(my character with them is making fun).

On that time I was forced to go and i have no mood to have fun at all. My mind has thinking if i keeping be quiet the atmosphere will be bad.

I started pretend myself by showing excitement most of the time but not going to tell them i am not willing to visit Titiwangsa actually.

After i went back to home i feel so comfortable and nice!

They are my best friend and i really so enjoy to have fun with them(is true!!).In my mindset is I am willing to hang out with them but not often as before. Everything is different though after i staying in PJ and they are not even know.