I can live without air-corn but not fan!

My fan has broken!

Malaysia as the hot country and i can't stand with a night sleep without fan. How can I pass tonight and now i am starting to sweat! Who can help me...Help...(Why no respond,so sad)

I just passed up my assignment and i decided to have a freaking nice sleep today.

Unfortunately, the stupid fan has broken and i just can looking at the fan right now and done nothing.

Someone can tell me what should I do...I have no idea now. The raining season has stopped so tonight would not going to rain.Now even I can't feel any wind blow, poor thing lar...

What a suffer night today.

Wu...Wu....Waaaaaa...

Eye on Malaysia

Last Friday i wanna to stay in my student house and even not decided to go back my home town.

I realise that i am getting tired to go back my home town and hang out with my high school friends every weekend.

I felt guilty to my parent because i not much accompany them and i spent most of the time with my high school friends.

Then I plan to go back to accompany my family every weekend and maybe hang out with friends once or twice per month.

However, some happen make me feel dilemma is i can't reject my friends' invitation and i want to accompany my family as well!!

For instant, last Friday they invited me go to Titiwangsa because Eye On Malaysia was built for tourism purpose in 2007. I am not interested at all and even not decided to spend my 15 bucks for sitting on that "thing" just 10 or 15 minutes.

I can watch movie two times in cinema which cost 12 bucks(student price 6 bucks per show).The rest of $$ i can buy a beverage too.

Then i told them i will not go with them and i need to do my homework in my student house(i just simply pick a reason to show i am busy).

One of them has replied me "everything has planed wor..."(sound like pity). I am thinking if i reject to go then i will break their plan(I hate myself can't be selfish!!).

I have no choice so i just follow them go to Titiwangsa. I knew that they are expecting me to make fun(my character with them is making fun).

On that time I was forced to go and i have no mood to have fun at all. My mind has thinking if i keeping be quiet the atmosphere will be bad.

I started pretend myself by showing excitement most of the time but not going to tell them i am not willing to visit Titiwangsa actually.

After i went back to home i feel so comfortable and nice!

They are my best friend and i really so enjoy to have fun with them(is true!!).In my mindset is I am willing to hang out with them but not often as before. Everything is different though after i staying in PJ and they are not even know.

Never ever hang out with the person you dislike!!

I was hang out with two of my high school friends at night. Though that was a raining day but it doesn't made me feel no mood to go out and i have a happy meal with them.

After having our dinner is around ten something. Since the time still early, we hang out with another group of friends.

That was the worst gathering for me in my life!!

I know him during my high school and i called him as Mr. K. Actually i am ok with him but he has a very negative thinking of me. He had critic me before with my friends then one of them told me the happen. He said i am a very talkative person and he don't like i always talk too much in front of him. He said he won't fetch me the second time again because i am too annoying.

What's wrong for a person like to talk?? Yeah maybe i really talk too much on that time but it doesn't mean i am a bad person ok....And he should not determine what kind of person am i from his first impression.

After i known he not willing to be friend with me then i also didn't bother about him. He also study in the same college with me now!!!

During the night we yam cha then i felt he is insulting me most of the time. I hope that i am too sensitive but my feeling told me that he really done it.

I get mad of him on that night is also related to a person called Mr. B.

Mr.B is Mr.K best friend but he also is my friend since my high school. I treat Mr.B so nice because i felt that he is a very nice person. I so care about Mr.B but i always clarify that i just treat him as my special friend.

Mr. B has a girl friend recently but Mr.K told me the girl is playing around Mr.B and Mr. K want to let Mr. B realize that problem.

I started worry about Mr.B then Mr.K suddenly ask me don't intend to chase his best friend and his sound like giving me a warn!!He even keep warning me! I never said i want to chase his friend wat, what the hell he is talking about!! He is no authority to give me a warn ok... He thought who is he?? He is nothing!

That's why i am feel damm mad right now!! i hope that i won't see him anymore if not i will get mad again!!