I like reading but i hate writing!! (i_i)

This semester i have a writing subject. The lecturer require us to interview people and write an article. I know that my english is not as good as other people so i have to progress myself a lot. I started getting a hard time to go and interview people. Most of the sentences i couldn't understand what the fellow taking about. After done the interview, i have to keep listen and listen to the recording to make myself understand. I don know how many hours i have spent to keep listening the recording. And i have no idea to write the person's background that i not really familiar about. Finally i just can write 6 hundreds something for the articles but the lecturer required us to write 1200 words!! So i edit and edit again.But in the end i still get the same amount of words. I'm getting tired and i decided to give up and i have sent the article to my sister's friend to help me have a look. The result was so dissapointed. She said i have a bad written...A lot of grammars and vocads have to watch out. And she said she can't help me edit my article b'cos that will be her article instead. I felt so frustrated after i received her email and i have a feeling to cry. In the end i just edited some part that she has advised me to change. I don know how many marks i will get for this assignment, but i just hope that i can pass for this subject coz i don know what can i do if i fail this subject... This subeject gave me a lesson that i should read more and more articles to learn how people writing styles. I guess i will go and buy an english to english dictionary to improve my english.haiz...