Paintball competition

Last Friday I went to a paintball game in Tanamerah (I don't know where is that place actually) with my coursemates and Engineering & IT students which organised by KDU. I am the lucky one since the game is only allowed for year 1 & 2 students to join but not for final year students. There has no admission fee to charge for student and it's all paid by KDU. We departed from KDU around 9.30 something morning with four buses. However, I asked two of my housemates to join together since there has some empty slots and they get the permission by my lecturer finally, yeah! Here are some pictures to show before we started to play the game.

Going to fight for Malaysia, lol!

We often depend on each other while fighting for assignments and exams!

They are the ones accompany me most during my study life in PJ.

This is the paint marker(colour bullet) which caused me a lot of bruises!

I found quite confused to recognise the enemies because we don't even has a label to differentiate the team. We are all wearing masks and just shot each other in the jungle. I really wonder if I get to shot one of my enemies. Lol. Anyway, the game is not really reach my expectation. It was fun to me but not very fun. I keep hiding behind the tree and I felt myself as a loser of it. Next time for sure I will shot my enemies face to face instead of hide at a side (If there has once more chance to let me play the game again).

The one I care

To my babe+darling+love+sister+bestie+accompany:

Sorry I couldn't have the same feeling with you or sun either because I never experience it and I hardly to imagine how hurt it could be.

You are not the one always want to fully express your emotion and I merely can understand your sadness through my prediction.

However, no matter how hurt are you, please remember you will never be alone.

You can cry, shout, angry, disappoint, sad and we are the people to accompany you passing those times.

Just wanna to tell you, he can be one of those, but he can never be the only one appear in your life. Get it?

So, just go ahead release you sadness and we will be there for you when you need us (or even you didn't need I also will show up, lol).

Don't sad too long period ya, because your hurt reflects my feeling also which means that how long you sad reflects the time I become down.

You happy, I happy. You sad I laugh!

Opss, sorry wrong type. It should be this.

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"I EVEN HURT MORE"

I always respect your decision because I believe you can handle it by yourself in relationship.

So, just take take your time to do things you like and I love you always as I do everyday.

Cheer babe! :P

Debt

I have a strong feeling that my future will be full of debt and expectation.

My mum came and visit me just now, she understand I has been passing my day harder without income.

And she intended to give some pocket money, but I rejected to receive.

I no longer as a baby or child, I am adult and my parent shouldn't have any responsibility to carry me anymore.

It is oppose my self-principle if I take the money.

But the point is, my bank account left not much amount for me to spend on the following months, how could I survive?

Finally, I received the money as a loan from her. I will pay back in my future time while I have the ability to earn income.

After she left, I feel like a huge pressure on my shoulder and I hard to breath.

I so tired to have such a much debt to my sister, parent and ptptn.

I am not sure how valuable a certificate in society, I wonder is it really worth for me to sacrificed my time, money and energy to invest on my education?

Since I not so sure how my future will be, what if the certificate is useless and it couldn't help me to get a better job in future?

I guess it will be a real smash on my face if I found out I have no difference with a fresh SPM or diploma graduate.

Please, I need to finish my study smoothly.

I couldn't receive any more stress and bad news.

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* One more point to add on, I just renewed my driving licence yesterday, happy! :P *

Driving license expiry

Guess what!?

My license has been expired about half year and I never realized that!

I not even know driving license got the expiry date!

Does anyone know that?

Well, my friend told me there have a certain period to renew license after it expired.

If over the period then my license couldn’t be use anymore which means I have to attend driving lesson and get exam again!

No way!

Please, lucky god must be with me and let me renew my license tomorrow without any penalty. Bless me...

My sisters

I really can't wait even a second to have fun with my lovely gal friends especially my sister LAURA 21st birthday on this coming soon 21st April.

Guess what!? We planing a Kuala Selangor trip for her birthday celebration.Happy!

This is my first time to have a journey with her and hopefully everything run smoothly and nothing happen until the fun time.

By the way, I really wonder how are them doing recently.

Some times I feel like want to stay with them even though we don't have anything to gossip.

And I really feel good on it because we know each other quite a long time and I never have any secret with them, just like a person with naked body, lol!

I think they will live in my heart forever even though I might abroad someday and separate with them.

Still, they are the one I always care in advance, never change.

Here is my little hope to wish them enjoy their life with target and open their heart to experience things they never try.

Really miss them a lot than I expected.

Well, I will follow up this topic again after the journey, okay?

Going to finish my romantic novels this whole week, thanks my babe Fann to lend her precious collection! LOL

*Ciao*