Loking forward to my indo and pangkor trip.

This was the first time for me to go many places and far as well during my school vacation. I have a sense of excited and even counting the date for my trip everyday.

Though my mother and sister sponser me to go indo, i have earn the money for my second trip by myself from working.

Do you know that feeling when you get your salary after acomplish your task?

That feeling was so proud and you will feel everything is worth especially after you deal with some chosy customers and even scold by your boss.

Everything is worth!! Do you know that?

I can't imagine how proud am i for going to my second trip without my family members sponsership. WaHahaha....

Wonderful planning for my school vocation

27nov-4dec:Exam

5dec-13dec: Hopefully can work in sin chew daily company for 10 days to earn money for my both trips,hehe.

14dec-20dec: Jakarta I am coming!!

21dec-22dec: Stay at home have a rest or go out yam cha with my gossip group,wakaka.

23dec-25dec: Celebrate my ex's birthday and Christmas in Pangkor Island.

26dec-Jan 07: Either stay at home accompany my family or continue my working while waiting for my next semester begin.hehe.

I am quite satisfy for my schedule and i am proud of it anyway,haha.

Special for you and Chetoo

Chetoo..my friend's hamster. I have seen the hamster (him) through the picture before. He was so cute and small. Unfortunately, he passed away a few days ago. I know that my friend must so sad but i can't do anything and even don't know how to console her because we are during the exam week. I also worry my concern will make her sad and think about her hamster again. So, i just can write a message here to ask her don be sad, everything is ok...He will be glad because you had being his owner and giving care and love always. Hope that you can control your emotion and get well soon. I can be a good listener if you need to talk your sadness and everything. Good luck in your exam.

HApPy BIrThDay!! ^_^

Mr. LCC

Hope you have a very special birthday. You always is the person i respect and love. Sorry i can't accompany you often. I also know that you can't have a proper rest just for earn the money everyday. I feel so guilty that you still have to paid for your birthday meal.I give you a promise here, i won't let you be alone an i will try my best to accompany you after my graduated. Thanks for sacrify so many times, money and energy to bring me up. I am much more appreciate here. Happy birthday and thank you.

Today is my cooking day!!

I like to eat variety of foods but the quantity must be less. The food that I bought from restaurant which is so many ajinomoto and I even cannot finish it most of the times.

What for I still want to dabau the food contained a lot of chemical? So wasted if i can't finish the food.

Then i want to "COOK FOR MYSELF TODAY"!! @^^@

The problem is I long time didn't cook already. Last time I cooked since I am 15 years old. After that I called my brother's friend to get the information how to cook the sausage soup,hehe. She was wondering if I cook for someone that i admire,wakaka.Because i put too much water to the rice then it seems like porridge,hehe.

Finally, I have cooked the sausage soup, fried sausage and chicken rice for my lunch. Yummy!! Though they looked like not delicious but they are pretty nice!! I so proud to myself actually.

I have cooked the taufu and tomato beens for my dinner. The taufu is...ok. The beens is...nice. The rice have... improvement,wakaka. Anyway, I am quite kagum for those people have a good cooking. Eg: my dad!! His birthday is coming soon and i am still thinking for his birthday gift. Fan a....(@_@ )

Is it childish happier than mature?

People those were knew me always said: "you're so childish". The problem is am i childish in physically or mentally?

Some people answered: "you look like a child while you are smiling".

Other peoploe said: "your act like a child".

Sometimes they will ask me don always act like a child(mostly were guys), try to be mature a bit.

One day, i tried to be quiet and talked something in logical but not talk bullshit(this is mature people will do right?haha). Then they wondering why am i different with before and i seem like so cool. I told them i am getting mature and not as childish anymore. "hahaha..." ,this was the respon they gave me. During the night, i keep doing the same thing to them. I realized that my friends can't have fun because of my changed (i always talk shit and they will laugh together). I have a sense of sad because that is not my way to be a mature. I just want my friends be happy and we laugh together. Every week i went back to my home town they will so happy because i always playing the role to make them have fun. Eventually i changed back my attitude as a childish. They felt better after i changed back and we have a happy ending, haha.

If i become a mature i will be happier? I don think so.

I like reading but i hate writing!! (i_i)

This semester i have a writing subject. The lecturer require us to interview people and write an article. I know that my english is not as good as other people so i have to progress myself a lot. I started getting a hard time to go and interview people. Most of the sentences i couldn't understand what the fellow taking about. After done the interview, i have to keep listen and listen to the recording to make myself understand. I don know how many hours i have spent to keep listening the recording. And i have no idea to write the person's background that i not really familiar about. Finally i just can write 6 hundreds something for the articles but the lecturer required us to write 1200 words!! So i edit and edit again.But in the end i still get the same amount of words. I'm getting tired and i decided to give up and i have sent the article to my sister's friend to help me have a look. The result was so dissapointed. She said i have a bad written...A lot of grammars and vocads have to watch out. And she said she can't help me edit my article b'cos that will be her article instead. I felt so frustrated after i received her email and i have a feeling to cry. In the end i just edited some part that she has advised me to change. I don know how many marks i will get for this assignment, but i just hope that i can pass for this subject coz i don know what can i do if i fail this subject... This subeject gave me a lesson that i should read more and more articles to learn how people writing styles. I guess i will go and buy an english to english dictionary to improve my english.haiz...